Reading while dead

Reading while dead

Friday, 27 November 2015

Thanksgiving

I don't do Thanksgiving - being a Brit - and I have tried to keep a gratitude diary (I think on here) but it ran out of steam.  It was a bit repetitive and I got bored:, health, nice house, influx of money, by having these things as a given and not feeling the lack of them, it tended to shift the focus onto the things I wanted, that I hadn't got, such as a publishing contract, and a clear brain every day!  So it stopped being very thanksgiving. Today I saw one of my cousin's blog about Thanksgiving
https://sophiecaldecott.wordpress.com/2015/11/27/how-to-feel-grateful-when-you-dont-think-you-can/



I think her idea about a "beauty blog" is a good one. It reminded me of when I was depressed, and I finally realised that I was coming out of it when I started to notice small things, like a sparrow hopping along a station platform, spring flowers etc.  It is those small things that recall one to life, and make one spontaneously grateful for beauty and small happinesses and the wonder of things such as loosestrife. 

Cultural diary

I have been out a bit recently.   I am not going to go into detail, but I have seen the following.

The film "Suffragette" which I liked more than the critics, because - hello? - it's not a history, it's the film equivalent of an historical novel, so is allowed to appeal to our emotions and depict misery and injustice and get us worked up about it.

The film "The Lobster" which is not to be recommended if your marriage is less than robust.  It is funny and also horrifying.   Worth seeing.

The operatorio "Saul" about which I have been almost incandescent.  The singing and music were glorious, but the production, by Glyndeborne is totally absurd and bore little relation to the music, the words, or the intentions of the composer.  Handel would have been gobsmacked (even if delighted to see it still being performed).

The film "Straight out of Compton" which we took Finn to, a rare opportunity to go to the cinema en famille.  I enjoyed it a lot, and found Dr Dre a particularly appealing character.  Mercifully, a friend explained that Dr Dre has a lot of form as a wife beater, and isn't that nice really, thus ensuring that the best biopic traditions of airbrushing inconvenient truths are being upheld.  The film was a little overlong, but enjoyable.

The film "The Lady in the Van" which was simply enjoyable, great cast and acting, lovely familiar scenes of North London, and Broadstairs - what's not to like?  Specially enjoyed the overheard comment (at another screening) "I didn't know Alan Bennet had a twin brother".

The exhbition "Goya: The Portraits" which includes this picture of "The Dowager Marchioness di Villafranca" - a beautiful picture, this is from a reproduction on a board outside the National Gallery.  The 24 year olds who compile the catalogue notes describe it as "A moving demonstration of his ability to portray old age with respect and sympathy."   To me this looks like a fabulous portrait of an intelligent, interesting woman.  What's with the old age?  She's probably only in her 50s and looks better than sprightly!  

Islam and Christianity not quite the same - shock!

Devastating and loathesome though the Paris shootings were, with implications that will extend far into the future I fear (just as their roots lie some way in the past), the aspect that has struck me is the one which effects me personally.

My chief sources of news and opinion are Radio 4 and Facebook.  Facebook has been full of (a) pious quotes from the Quran, and people saying, yet again, that Islam is a religion of peace  and (b) The posts saying all religions are equally wicked and the cause of all human misery, and the #PrayforParis thing is rubbish because prayers are just nonsense.

I agree with the (a) because belief systems were created, inter alia, to ensure stable societies and promote harmonious co-existence. All religions would probably make that claim.  Sometimes they did this by excluding dangerous elements (foreigners, infidels, homosexuals, adulterous women for example) which they felt would disrupt their societies.   I disagree with (b) the "Christianity is just as bad" idea that often accompanies these posts. I don't recall organised Christian terrorists massacring lots of people (no, the crusades don't count, they were 800 years ago, I'm talking about now).   A lot of the people who are promoting the "Islam is a religion of peace" idea on FB are not themselves Muslim, but actually secularists.    It seems that no one on the left in the UK either likes, or, more significantly, knows much about, Christianity, especially its history and development.

My politics are informed by my Christianity and vice versa.  Religions are formed by cultures and cultures are shaped by religions, they are interdependent, and I am sure there has been plenty of better-informed stuff written on this topic.

I personally believe we would not have had the Enlightenment without the teaching of Jesus and St Paul saying "In Christ there is neither slave nor free, neither male nor female" or words to that effect - i.e. that we were all equal, indistinguishable in value and significance.  The much derided and seldom read Bible, provided a great deal of the intellectual underpinning of the beginnings of the Enlightenment.  Its translation into the vernacular brought about immense intellectual changes for ordinary people.

Christianity was about 16-1700 years old when its Enlightenment began.  We had to do it ourselves, intellectually, creating new thinking about human relationships, economics, religion etc.  We did not have anyone else's ideas to work on (obviously erratic classical philosophers had come up with one or two ideas that were recognised anew during this period).   Nevertheless, we created a Europe (and, subsequently, to a lesser extent, a "Western World") where these values became dominant as we gradually trudged towards where we are now.  It was not, and is not, all onwards and upwards.  In the UK for example we have had a terrible regression in the last 30 years (which is nothing to do with religion!).

Islam - which like Christianity - is made up of diverse sects with differing beliefs, is only about 1300 years old now.  If it were starting from scratch we  might not expect an Enlightenment in the immediate future.   However, the example of Western Enlightenment could offer some pointers, even if a lot of Islam doesn't want to accept the whole package. Unfortunately, in many Muslim countries, a wholehearted desire for liberal democracy is something of a minority interest.  In addition, there is the fundamentalism of certain groups such as the Wahabi, which is encouraging people to stay in their boxes, not to get out and look around and see what the world has to offer, to see how their religion could be enriched and enhanced by adopting more liberal attitudes.   The phrase "live and let live" doesn't seem to be widespread in this worldview.   This form of intolerant Islam is spreading through Africa and Asia.  It is a form only supported by tiny minorities in Western Europe, but like all extreme forms of thinking it is often seen as having more integrity or authenticity by idealistic young people.  It seems to me that not enough commentary has focused on the very recognisable tendency of some young people to search for "truth" - to want something to believe in that is pure and uncompromising, and that just as some of us find it on the far left/anarchism/evangelical or charismatic religious practice/far right-racial purity etc. others will find it in extreme Islamism . It is probably not going to stand the test of time.  Any young Islamist who doesn't die for the cause will probably grow up have a family and settle down... just as most "teenage delinquents" turn into good citizens.  A lot of the moral panic about British teenagers fighting for Daesh is exaggerated.  At the same time, elsewhere there is definite evidence of an Islamic Enlightenment getting underway - and perhaps this is why the extremists are fighting so hard, they need to win before the whole thing slips out of their fingers

I have written elsewhere about the idea of a caliphate, as a Golden Age, a utopian world where people lived according to the Quran.   But it seems that Daesh are not just wanting to bring in this Golden Age, but also to ensure the destruction of everyone else in the process.  In fact some of them are behaving like a Doomsday cult.  Like the Jonestown people, they kill themselves when they are in danger of capture.  A good many of them are not even devout Muslims - any more than the UVF were probably keen churchgoers either.  It is chilling because a lot of this stuff is happening in the area where the Book of Revelation prophesied Armageddon (well, a couple of 100 miles away). I do not take that seriously as a prophecy... nevertheless, it is hard to escape from the resonance.

For all sorts of reasons it looks as if there will be some sort of war with Daesh.  It will not be easy to pick them off, the collateral damage will be appalling, so many innocent people will be killed, and yet, part of me wants us to go and duff them up as quickly and effectively as possible.  Not because I support the idea of war, but simply out of desperation, they are so appalling, they are intellectually enslaving and imprisoning people, denying them any sort of free will (a theological concept!), that most Europeans feel "they must be stopped!".  It's hard to see what else we can do, yes, arm the Kurds, get in more training, advice and whatever else will help.  Bombing probably not the best thing, but let's find what works.  In the words of the archetypal taxi driver "it's the only language these people understand!"




Transgender  equiv to transnational stuff - if you are brought up French but live in England all your adult life - what are you?

Tuesday, 3 November 2015

Moribund cat

On Hsllowe'en an old, manky, black and white cat came and sat outside the kitchen door in the little area next to the kitchen loo.  Finn gave her some food and said she looked ill.   The next morning she was still there, food untouched.  I noticed she was breathing strangely, and was sure she was dying. She had a worn red plaited collar with a bell on it, but no address (well, cats don't do they).  I looked at her sadly, but had no idea what to do.  She wasn't ours, so what could we do?  It was clearly to late for the vet.  A bit later she shifted, and I thought perhaps she was feeling better.   Then she went, but only into the darkness of the outside loo.  Later she disappeared, and I was rather glad, that she had clearly gone off somewhere else to die.
There just was something rather depressing about it, that a creature will come to your house to die.  I know cats do this, Aphra went off somewhere else to die, so someone else must have found her and disposed of her body.  It is also the fact that you can't offer any comfort apart from a little stroke or scratch.  I didn't want to pick her up, because of the way she was breathing, I though it might cause pain.  I also feel sad for her owners, who probably realise what's happened, but would still have liked, perhaps, to tend her through the last hours.  So now she is in the great catnip fields where she may frolic at will.... I have never really thought animals had an afterlife - but dog owners in particular are vehement on this topic.  .