Reading while dead

Reading while dead

Saturday 23 June 2012

Mild gloom as the neurotic weekend

...continues.  I wish I loved Mark more - but I've learned in the last 3-4 years that one can't make oneself - actually, if we went to marriage guidance, they would probably set us exercises or something... but I guess neither of us thinks it's a sufficient priority - or he's waiting for me to do something about it, which is part of the problem - his lack of initiative, which makes me feel I have to do all the work... so spending the weekend has become a bit of trial if we don;t have anything special to do.  Today we have been prepping for the arrival of our new student Artem - so he's worked v. hard, and I feel ungrateful.

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